Temple!

I got to go to the temple last Saturday. It was the most amazing thing ever. I was no nervous I felt like I was going to puke in the car with the RM who was driving me. I was just chatting away trying to get rid of my nerves.

It was amazing my experience in there. I was nervous and I had brought with me 18 family names to do baptisms for. It was great. I got to take my mothers and both my grandmothers names. It truly was amazing.

I had gone in and I had questions for Heavenly Father. The way things had been going I had loads of questions, and I needed answers.

I was sitting in the chapel after and was looking for a verse and Heavenly Father blinded my eyes to it. He made me focus on one chapter and it gave me many blessings. It was amazing.

Its been really hard to do what Heavenly Father has asked of me. Im feeling like Im dying inside and I feel so lonely. I have not felt this lonely since the week that I left my ex husband and I was in a transition shelter and I had NO ONE to talk to. Not one of my friends was there for me. I was on my own and in my own head. It was hard.

Im trying hard to talk to others and keep out there but its hard. I know Heavenly Father will bless me for following what he is asking of me. I know he has blessings out there for me.


Please also keep an eye on a new blog I am starting for Institute classes. It will be good!